I remember how comfortable I was with him, and how I could be completely unabashed with my doting affections, and how every single part of him was arousing. I hate these serial mini-relationships. I hate feeling like I have to bridle my naturally affectionate nature, because i'm afraid of either leading a person along, or coming on too strong. I can't grow this way, I miss a relationship. I want open communication, I want a shoulder to bite. Enough, i've had it up to my teets with you!