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Hollow-Holler
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2004-06-08 - 11:50 a.m.
Rachael has two kinds of depstressions. One is the kind where she is wallowing like a sow in her own mud and make, and she feels like this is a necessary part of her life. The other is the kind where it is just her nature to be down. It is constant and nearly impossible to slough off, though active efforts to distract are made on her part. This is the worst kind. This is the worst, worst kind for her. She listened to the recordings she made of her own voice in child�s mode, went to the fair where she ate a sno cone, read thrice over the life-affirming letter her father once wrote to her, even fell asleep with a sucker in her mouth, lamb clutched in fist. She dreamt of Marc Anthony proposing to J Lo in an ice skating rink, so as we can see, her actions were all for naught. She says �Thanks for Nothing.�
and she'll see you in hell.
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