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2005-02-18 - 10:00 a.m.

Where I haven't in the past, at this job I want to fit in. I guess 'want' isn't proper, it's more like to survive, I feel like I 'must'. And in my younger, more rebellious days, I would delight in the separations between myself, and my co-workers.
I think that it stems from my crippling fear of termination. I think it is my new survival tactic, when simply doing your job has proven to fail me in the past. When you are doing work like mine that any schlub can be trained to do, then you are seen as disposable if you don't gel with the co-workers.

I just said the roses looked like vegetables and got so many bad looks.