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October 26, 2006 - 10:56 And I shouldn't set myself up for crestfall, but I'm looking with hopeful anticipation towards two weeks in Idaho, as it's the only potential for relief I've got lined up at the moment. I don't trust anyone but Kris or Lindsey lately. I'm realizing as this job draws to a close (tomorrow), that I rely very heavily on it for escapist purposes, and though ultimately it's the only thing I can do to preserve myself, there's going to be a bit of hell to pay on my end when the reality of joblessness sets in. There's an illusion of getting things done as I sit here at my desk. There's no pressure to make better use of my time, because I can't. There is somebody who won't allow me to leave, telling me more or less exactly what to do. M C C, a fairly decent entity, 9/05-11/06 R I P
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