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December 04, 2006 - 12:34 Went to the Goodwill this morning, and there is nothing like seeing an impoverished young family scraping together Christmas to put me in the holiday mood. We were so poor. I am so poor. So many people to give to, and inopportunely, I feel creatively bankrupt. No frugal inspiration at all. Having overwhelming feelings of not being wanted. Don't feel like I have a home or friends. Feel met with indifference on all fronts. Bought a violin book in hopes that I could learn to play it well, but extended excercises of any kind leave my wrist immobile and not wanting to lie flat but persuaded into a crippled twist. I don't know why my wrist still hurts so much at times. It makes me feel aged because I know what they mean about feeling the weather in your bones. -
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