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June 01, 2012 - 12:30

Fears, almost daily:

That I will become "dead eyed".

That I will forget my most pleasant memories. That one day they will just be gone.

That I don't have enough pleasant memories.

That I am failing myself; broad, but encompassing of a lot of different concepts that might present themselves throughout the day.

That I am capable of murder or worse. Don't laugh.

That I am too reliant, or place too much value, upon my appearance.

That I make human connections that are not the same as others; I mean that I am not bonded to other humans in the same way some are to one another. In the "right" ways.

There can I breathe now?