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Hollow-Holler

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September 04, 2012 - 8:47

I have something inside of me, but it's not a demon. It's just another person like me, but more maniacal than me, who pushes me hard, without provocation, and in the beginning some years back I'd look back at the person as if to say "why?", until eventually I began to understand the game. Now the person just pushes me and I look back and laugh even if I don't think it's funny, and even if I'm mad, I never push them back. This is because the person is not a maniac, but the person is unstable and can be cruel. I just keep moving forward with each push, but it's not me who's making me move. We might end up somewhere favorable, but I'm not sure.